I know how you feel "MarQuita". My doc told me that I was doing so well considering I was carrying twins... i was on the right path for vaginally delivery. I too went to classes and did other stuff to get ready for the very much anticipated delivery of my babies!!!! I was being monitored 4 x's a week. twice to see the positon of the babies , one over the phone and the other was to check how my cervix was holding. Everything checked "ok" till that day I had an appt and went in and didnt come back out till days after with my babies in tow. They did an emergency c-section because I had H.E.L.L.P syndrome- its more severe then preclemsia. I must say I was very very very blessed that i didn't have a stroke or anything in that nature. I ended up needing a blood transfusion and took me weeks and weeks till I felt better. My babies were born healthy.. no need of any medical attention besides the normal. After then that ordeal I felt terrible and depressed because I couldn't accept that i had them thr a c-section. I felt incomplete.. like I was robbed of something.... I would literally cry over that. Took me months to finally "let it go." and focus completly on my babies and to count my blessings again that nothing happen to us. Now after 16months that they were born I still duel on the pass and tell my self that may be on the next pregnacy i will have my baby naturally.